Things have been wild and crazy here at Casa Fred. Between gearing up to move, work, seeing Teri every night and my living habits in general, "me-time" has been sporadic at best. Not that I am complaining in any way about the spending time with Teri part (truth be told, it's the part I like best). That aspect has been continually incredible. It's a struggle to leave her every night and the anticipation of the weekend is the only thing that allows me to actually leave her apartment.

This weekend is going to be a test. Between moving me and how sick she is feeling, Teri is not going to enjoy her weekend very much, I'm afraid. She won't complain and I love her for it but remind me to do something special for her to make it up to her.

Work has been the very definition of the word. Lots of customers, lots of boxes of product arriving seemingly daily and not enough hours in the day to finish what needs doing. It seems I am being stretched in a lot of directions at once and it makes for a stressful day. It's awesome to have Teri to go to at the end of the day. My island of sanity in a sea of confusion right now.

Tonight was another example of something I fear I have already started to take for granted. When I arrived at Teri's apartment, Bruce (her former "friend") was there. After he left, Teri told me how much she loved the fact that she didn't need to feel panicked that he was at her place when I showed up. I have to admit, my trust for her is so deep, I actually didn't make the connection until she brought it up. In any other relationship, I think I would have felt quite insecure/jealous/possessive but I didn't with her at all. It never even dawned on me that he could have been there as more than a neighbour. I'm either able to trust this woman completely or I am the most gullible fool in town after the whole Margaret fiasco. I know I'm not gullible so Teri must really be worth my trust. That's a nice feeling.

OK, I realize that I have mentioned Teri every paragraph of this entry thus far so I'll switch over to another topic now.

Ok, uh...

Hmmm...

Isn't that strange. I can't seem to think of anything else I want to talk about.

What can I say, I'm in love and I'm goofy.

Peace & Love
Faron